tts y i dun play dota

no la joking. well hey interesting post triceo. but i just wanna add something. My horoscope sign says that i'm good at Conflict avoidance. But ah, this means that if conflict ever comes straight into my face, i'll be in deep shit. Cuz i wun be able to handle it. Horoscope aside, i think i really liddat. Sometimes i actually wonder if having more conflicts in life will harden me a little, prep myself a little more for society's shit-slinging.

i remember that time i blew my top at colin. well, i was receiving the shit he has been slinging for some time until i could take it no longer la. N considering that i haven't had any outlets to throw away the load b4, (aka REAL ppl i can kaobei to, not blog) things just build up lo. I'm no saint, sel's no saint. We need to release the shit de. While i kinda regret my outburst after it happened, i'm kinda glad as well cuz, in a way, my thoughts about it was made known to colin (in the worst possible way), n i somewhat benefitted from it cuz colin's not tt mean afterall 1 la. Rite bro? Hehz

Yeah. N this event kinda taught me a little about crisis management. Of cuz, who doesn't wanna be this cool dude who receives shit like its nonexistant? But how possible is that? I know i have my moods, my tempers, my biasness, my buay-songness for certain things/people/events/etc. But yeah, nowadays u can say i'm surrounded by people more often than in the past, and the presence of these people are comforting, to say the least.

N yeah pnut's positive thinking oso v.important. For me, i think about larger things like erm.. hungry african children and the end of the world. That calms me down quite abit too.

sel: u angry i angry. u sad i sad. so dun angry or sad ok? got shit must release. its okay~~ n yeah as u can see ah, ur anger will provoke responses frm us 1. CUZ WE CARE. gd or bad u decide lo.

now i was about to go into analysing the backgrounds of people to find out why they behave like what they do so as to "justify" why people act the way they do not because they chose to but rather they were brought up to.. , but i think its abit too draggy.

anyway i just wanna say that i'm glad 4o's the way it is. Yay!

n check out rockson's blog. nice pic. haha