i think history is really interesting, especially when it involves oneself

here's a snippet of some email i sent eons ago. Ok May 2002. Remember: i was 17yrs old. Explains the childish manner. And wat the, i actually used to type like lawrence?? so many triple-dots around.

anyway, here goes. Maybe i'll surf through the emails we used to send in the yahoo groups during the holis. Seems pretty promising, like blog liddat. (=

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life nowadays is kinda boring... nuttin' much to do oso. damn. N jc life's drawing to a close soon.. will be separated soon from the hcjc 4O ppl, even more so from those not in hcjc... sighzz. future tchs anniversary dinners muz go hor! i mean MUST! miss 4O times now N then, and also dread the end of my track career at the end of july... will haf to return the jump spikes i haf now to my senior, stop training, blah blah... oh no... )= but life has to go on....growing up is a pain.

still, i'm amking the most of my school life now! tok kok to ed chong, csq N smk(you 3 alwaez together nowadays...) N ed chong.. sad to sae, he's never serious whenever i see him... juz check out his recent mails! no more arguments wat-so-eva, juz plain crap. haizz... how i miss the old ed chong... come to think of it, there are so mani ppl whom i prefer the 'old' version. but times change, and so do ppl i guess... haizz. some of these ppl include ed chong, csq, law, glys (how to sae..), etc. well... can't sae its wrong for them to be wat they are like now. juz prefer the old them lor. nuttin' wrong wif saeing who i like rite? (now now, dun think too far ah) well, i believe i myself haf changed as well(THE pak said i am noisier than in sec. skool) N i believe some of you MIGHT like the old mi. well... you can't get him back liaozz. he's dead. quoting from the tcs 8 show chu liu xiang, if i haf killed the alvin of old, the alvin of the future may live on. if i haf killed the alvin of the future, then tts it, alvin's dead. well, alvin of the past is dead. you wan him back? 1) clone him then program 2) go back to the past 3) brain-wash mi, then reprogram. all 3 methods require high technology which we dun possess. so... too bad! q=

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separated frm the 4o ppl.. hahaha. maybe frm most of us, but hey, bunch of us are still keeping in contact with each other yeah. I'm grateful for that. More than enough liao. Dun have to waste money going for anniversary dinners at our gd ol' sch. Just go for another round of seafood can liao! Chiong ah!

of cuz, in the not-so-distant future, we'll be graduating frm uni and entering the workplace. By then, must still play bball/soccer/talk cock yeah! And of cuz who can forget, introducing our other halves when the time comes. Too bad i din actually get to know my fellow twin tower's other half. (hey i used to be his 'other half' haha) and hey bim, u gettin' attached over at aussie too issit?

todd, jose etc. ALL OF YOU PEEPS LA

ironic how i was thinking about the end of my short track career and here i am, STILL going back to gd ol' chinese high for training. Different ppl i train with, different coaches, different motives and targets, same ol' sport. (=

growing up is quite a pain still indeed, esp. when i still don't feel settled in uni. as in, like no friends here 1. guess old friends ARE still goldie-good yeah. Damn i miss my jc classmates too

edchong ah edchong. I seriously cannot remember wat the 'old' edchong is liao hahaha. But seeing that line frm back in 2002, i guess u haven't changed in some ways frm 2002. Why, buay song ah. I FARK U AH

chu liu xiang quote?!?! gee that was back when i used to watch more tv serials. HAHA. they dun seem to make wuxia shows as often liao yeah. i wanna see felicia chin in a gu zhuang!! n wtf, i really typed alot of crap there. mwahaha. but anyway, don't we pine for our innocent selves at times? at least i still do

ok enough of reflections. Glad there's a blog/yahoogroups for us. Sibei fang bian. Can type all these while slackin' in a library when i'm supposed to study. Yay. back to studying even though there's only half hr left. ho-sey

so much for wordy-memories. Lets take more photos next time!!